Journey of MBA 1st Yr.

~ 'Life to me is a journey - you never know what may be your next destination' ~

David Russell

So as with me, I started my journey of independent life when i move out of my house to take admission in JBS. It was really scary for me as i was never been alone, without parents for more than 1 week. This is going to be really a challenging task for me.

After summer school i found some guys to stay with me in a flat hence we shifted to to "our new home" on 25th July 2009. we had our first class on 27th of July. The time when we entered in college, we were amazed to see its infrastructure. that was really a gorgeous infra. in the college.

from the 1st day itself, i wanted to do something in the college to contribute and but obvious to make my presence in the college. then gradually we came to know that our college desperately needs some guys for its extra-curricular activities, so i gave my name in it. Meanwhile I made some fantastic friends-- the friends who i care and who care for me.

I started interacting with my batch-mates and others like faculty members and seniors. then someday i realised that showing my talent in the college is not sufficient and doing the jobs just for the sake of making your presence is not worth here. They need some students who can give their best because of interest and not for greed. so i gave my complete support to college team.

i didn't know that life is so hell and people will misunderstand me so much that they will make my life hell at a point of time. I was announced a guy who take people for-granted, a guy who don't know how to cooperate, a guy who was culprit in every human relation. This was probably because of i treated them as my soul-mates share everything with them, took me forward for them, sacrifice my interest for their and i was searching perfection in my fellow friends. My mistake was that i treated them as my best-est friends of life. But actually the can never be even good friends.

That was the day when i decided that i won't ask any favour from anyone for anything. And i start ignoring some people whom i dont consider near to my heart.

In past one year I have earned a lots of experience to live life. i learnt dancing in parties, organizing functions, speaking in front of n no. of people, talking to seniors and faculty, corporate morales, loving friends, strengthen up myself, overcome to situations, staying happy after getting pathetic scores, and recognising people. but this was not sufficient for me. the thing which i wanted was to have a friend -- a best friend who can not only enjoy life with me but also can support me and give proper guidance to me when i do wrong things. and its really a god gift for me and i am really thankful to him that i found Smriti, Kanika, Mani, and Adi for my perfect friends. But there are some others too who i really admire too and are foot-prints for me. and the names are Vaibhav jain and Arunesh Bahadur. these two guys were with me all the time since i joined the TnP cell. Now when they are leaving i wanted to spent some more time with them. but... :(

Beyond all this my hearty feelings., in this college I enjoyed a lot too. starting with freshers which we were given by seniors till the farewell which we gave to our seniors (I know it was pathetic thats all we did...sorry seniors). I personally feel that all the functions which i attended, I simply enjoyed a lot in every function. be it Dandiya be it fest or be it farewell. every function i was more happier than before.

I want to write more today because today my eyes are wet and heart is strong enough not only to recall my good times but bad times too. I want to bring out all my feelings and indeed want to think that where i went wrong in past one year. Because of having no words for my past 1year. I am now closing it here only. But before that some words to some special ones.

Smriti.... We have an amazing bonding and we will be friends forever. Believe me you have amazing potential, dont waste it dear and rock the world..... :)

Mani....I think you are a god gift for me. You treat me as your best friend here in JBS. i dont know that i am capable for it or not but ya for me too you are really special :)

Kanika... Hmmm you know that kanika...no-one in my entire life shown so much care for me as you did in some recent days. Just one request .....never change yourself for anyone....ANYONE :)

Aditiya.... I dont know that how many times you felt bad because of my behavior but i never realised it. sorry for all the misconceptions if ever came across. and you are really brilliant and you deserve a lot more what you have.... :)

Vaibhav sir....You always praised me not only in private but in public too. i dont know how can someone caught my some hidden point which normally people dont and how someone can consider me so much in his life but one thing is sure that if you were not there in first TnP class. i would have never been so much participated. Its only you who filled an energy and passion in me for doing something....thanx a lottt ya....kaash thode time aur ruk jate :(

Arunesh Sir... You are an amazing personality and a very refined one who knows what to do at correct time and at correct place. i really admire you a lot. thanx for being with me, you are not less than a bro to me. all the very best for your FUTURE and for 10 pointers :D :P (meawooooooooooo)

for all my friends i learnt a Lott from you all, thanx for being with me in these 3 trimesters. hope you guyz wont forget me ever...

love you all............................... all d best :)