2010:

A year in which I got LOST

(Love Opportunities Studies and Tensions)

It’s always nice to reminiscence old memories especially when they are amazingly astounded. And after memorizing those precious moments you just feel that the persons you met, the moments you spent, the pranks you played and the comments you passed were so much hilarious that you fell funnier on yourself now than you felt at that time.

My last year was not a Marketing mix of 4 Ps but it was a Life Mix of 4 Ps: Pals, Pranks, Placements and Parties; the only missing was the P of Padhai. :P (and Eva it’s not a PJ) But I still feel that the way I studied in this year called 2010 was not poor; I actually improved in understanding the concepts. Apart from studies I was party Organiser (in coordination with Smriti) and created the party-house called “SmritsVilla” (name given by Riki). Where we were the Organizing managers, coordinators, Hosts and fortunately we had lots of guests who really enjoyed the parties.

My year 2010 was unlike other years in my life because now I was pursuing a Master degree programme (MBA: it has thousands of full form so I am confused that which one is correct) which has shown me my efficacies but also confused me at the same time that in which field should I show these proficiencies. With lots of storms in my mind I finally find that Marketing is apt for me so I opt for it. J

May was the time for INTERNSHIP, which was tough to find in a really good company but some-how I find it in INDIA INFOLINE where I was supposed to do cold calling I did with my full dedication, but not the list of prospects which they provided but to my friends (I used to call Mani daily). And I completed it with conflict between me and my mentor. They were not ready to give me certificate so I made it by myself. But at last they issue certificate to me and my hard-work was a full waste.

Rest 6 months were a complete combo pack from Masti to Exams, Trips to flop programmes, Rain (Purnima chapakkkkk) to chilled winds, Fights (Kanika …..Ahem ahem) to surrenders, friends (Vaibhav sir, Neelansh and Aditya… thanx) to crushes (????? ;)), Night-outs to day-outs (Rohit Don’t be so busy next time brother), Full formals in placements to one-pieces in razzmatazzzzzz, IT Lab study in exams(with Divya, Shraddha) to Video Conference study(with Shweta) Jive to Welcoming 2o11, SmritsVilla to College and last from Agra to Noida

On December 15^th, my sister was getting married and that was the day when I actually realised that how much I love my sister. We fought, commented, annoyed, shouted or asked for favours with each other’s but the way I felt on her “Vidai” was extremely different from what I felt always. Just love you didi.

Well on that day I missed what I was not supposed to do. I missed to wish Happy Birthday to two of my very good friends (Smriti and Shivani), and for which I am bound to listen comments without speaking any word till today.

I really enjoyed my last year; I think that last year filled me with new hopes, expectations, ambitions, enthusiasm, passions and maturity. When today I see myself I seriously don’t believe that it is Mayur who was ambitionless, confused and isolated. However the attitude I built-up will surely help me in becoming successful to my dream industry i.e. Media Planning J

I am really thankful to all those who met me in 2o1o and taught me many lessons of life……….!!!!!

I want to write more but don’t want to bore you same time. So,

Wish you a Very Happy New Year and all your dreams come true.

MY OLD MEMORIES

……A question in Life……

(dunn be serious guyzz..)

Till today, I am still trying to find out an answer that what actually we want from our life.

Hello guys, I once again come here to find out your views on the questions I have in my mind.

· Guys, what is life?

· What do we want from our life to live happy?

· Why are we always unsatisfied with what we get?

I don’t know why life ends up only discontents and complaints, and the funniest part is that whomsoever the person is whether he is rich or poor, educated or uneducated, employee or businessman, married or single; why we want to command our life as per our calculations. Is it so that our expectations are relatively increasing day-by-day or we don’t understand dimensions of life? Well Questions like this are bleeding into my mind from such a long time but I never thought to think so intensely on them.

Today life turns to me on a path of 15 day vacations due to Commonwealth Games and unfortunately I have NOTHING to do in these vacations. Here, this emptiness is killing me like anything. My life starts with DD Sports and ends up with Google Chrome. I don’t understand how can I make my holidays more ingenious and how can I innovate my interest in this vacant time. Tough I have been so much “vella” in my past life (after 10^th, 12^th and grads) but I never felt this much of absurdity and laziness.

However I always liked this lazy life once when I was in my college and had loads of work to do. There was a time when I didn’t get the time to eat even but these days I have no other work then eating and sleeping. My question is that when I had a busy life I was not happy and now I have nothing to do, I am still not happy. So what do we want from life? Why are we always unhappy? (And mind it this is not only mine case, many of us are suffering from this dilemma)I am totally confused, totally blank and totally frustrated. When I try to make out an answer of questions like this I find many other complementary and substitute questions around me like may be this is because of our daily routine cycle in life but ultimately my inner voice always says “bore mat kar yaar mayur…..change the damn topic”. So again I end up with NO ANSWER. Life can be so much distracted and confusing, never thought-off.

BUT my umpteen experiences, a squad of friends, magnificent moments of life and ample of creative ideas are sufficient to live a happy life, forgetting all the tensions and enrich my life with more beautiful jiffs. Therefore with these thoughts I forgive myself for wasting time in thinking such a crap questions of life and think “next party kab rakhni hai boss…………………………………………….

After creating this blog, I am finding that being lazy is not so abusing but writing about it is more killing L. Actually after writing you come to know that you actually have wasted a lot of time which could have gained many precious experiences to you. So now…….this blog will bring a revolution in my RBCs and WBCs to fight against DORMACY and IDLENESS……ting ding di-dinggggggggggggggg

P.S. I am thankful to all my friends who are always with me, I never thought that I will ever find such a gr8 buddies like u Smriti, Mani, Riki, Kanika, Aditya, Vaibhav (sir [ahem ahem]), Neelansh, and offcourse many more………………………………!!!

AFTER INTERNSHIP ............. :) or :(

Well it is partially over…partially will be the same….

Lots of experienced gained…..lot more to gain…

It’s not just a corner…..it’s not a plain…..

It’s a college…where we get insane…..

Uffff….life after 1^st year was worse than that of in the college…..burden of responsibilities….heights of targets......shouts of bosses and ignorance’s of clients. This was not the holistic view of INTERNSHIP, I completed in late May.

We usually think that lets get into corporate…life probably is much better where you have your salary and no tensions of studies and projects. But the truth is college life is a foregone conclusion while corporate is something unexpected. In college we have targets by our faculty but atleast they are limited and can be achieved by copying, but gradually increasing never-ending targets with loads on shoulder can only be experienced in your professional career.

When I joined my internship I was quite happy coz I was having a relaxing job…..merely cold-calling, ready-made project report, easily approachable office and friends around me. One of my hobby is to talk to chat with my friends on phone for hours, But this so called cold-calling can be so hottie was a completely new experience for me. I experienced that when you get completely lazy job of no work, initially you like it like anything but gradually you start getting piss off from it. So as with me ever increasing target burden and no source for completing those targets fried my bheja completely. But anyhow I managed to complete my 1/5^th target and get relaxedddd….. The comfort of completing partial target was like “bhooke sher ko shikar mil gaya ho”:P

But bosses are bosses…..THEY WANT MORE……..”inka paet kabhi nahi bharta”…. :D. well after rubbing my nose very hard I managed to complete my internship ANYHOW…..

Now it was the time for some relaxation……but “ aaram kahan naseb hai MBA walo ko” …. It’s time to project report…..now for the first time in past one year I am preparing my project report myself….. But marketing skill taught me how to copy somebody’s excellent wok, how to divert somebody’s information and make it useful to us, how to earn value for your work and how to impress others by modifying their own work.

According to me MARKETING is one of the greatest tools for getting work done in an efficient and successful way. Boss’s shout made me stronger to tolerate friends’ anger.

Sky-touching targets made me stronger to fly in the sky and then touch the heat.

Going late to office and giving daily a new excuse filled me confidence to rush in class on last minute.

Listen to drunken clients’ nonsense made me stronger to tolerate company calls and ignorant friends.

Waiting for clients in their office made me realised the value of being on time.

And digging the office’s gossips taught me that your best friend can kick you after a fight.

Overall it was a great experience having 6 weeks training in corporate four walls. I have seen the most rubbish and ridiculous side of professionals and most caring side too. But Just wanna say…………… DON’T AVOID CORPORATE…….. THE MORE YOU DO….THE MORE INEXPERIENCED YOU ARE…………… J

……….W8ING DESPERATELY FOR COLLEGE TO RE-OPEN……….

Journey of MBA 1st Yr.

~ 'Life to me is a journey - you never know what may be your next destination' ~

David Russell

So as with me, I started my journey of independent life when i move out of my house to take admission in JBS. It was really scary for me as i was never been alone, without parents for more than 1 week. This is going to be really a challenging task for me.

After summer school i found some guys to stay with me in a flat hence we shifted to to "our new home" on 25th July 2009. we had our first class on 27th of July. The time when we entered in college, we were amazed to see its infrastructure. that was really a gorgeous infra. in the college.

from the 1st day itself, i wanted to do something in the college to contribute and but obvious to make my presence in the college. then gradually we came to know that our college desperately needs some guys for its extra-curricular activities, so i gave my name in it. Meanwhile I made some fantastic friends-- the friends who i care and who care for me.

I started interacting with my batch-mates and others like faculty members and seniors. then someday i realised that showing my talent in the college is not sufficient and doing the jobs just for the sake of making your presence is not worth here. They need some students who can give their best because of interest and not for greed. so i gave my complete support to college team.

i didn't know that life is so hell and people will misunderstand me so much that they will make my life hell at a point of time. I was announced a guy who take people for-granted, a guy who don't know how to cooperate, a guy who was culprit in every human relation. This was probably because of i treated them as my soul-mates share everything with them, took me forward for them, sacrifice my interest for their and i was searching perfection in my fellow friends. My mistake was that i treated them as my best-est friends of life. But actually the can never be even good friends.

That was the day when i decided that i won't ask any favour from anyone for anything. And i start ignoring some people whom i dont consider near to my heart.

In past one year I have earned a lots of experience to live life. i learnt dancing in parties, organizing functions, speaking in front of n no. of people, talking to seniors and faculty, corporate morales, loving friends, strengthen up myself, overcome to situations, staying happy after getting pathetic scores, and recognising people. but this was not sufficient for me. the thing which i wanted was to have a friend -- a best friend who can not only enjoy life with me but also can support me and give proper guidance to me when i do wrong things. and its really a god gift for me and i am really thankful to him that i found Smriti, Kanika, Mani, and Adi for my perfect friends. But there are some others too who i really admire too and are foot-prints for me. and the names are Vaibhav jain and Arunesh Bahadur. these two guys were with me all the time since i joined the TnP cell. Now when they are leaving i wanted to spent some more time with them. but... :(

Beyond all this my hearty feelings., in this college I enjoyed a lot too. starting with freshers which we were given by seniors till the farewell which we gave to our seniors (I know it was pathetic thats all we did...sorry seniors). I personally feel that all the functions which i attended, I simply enjoyed a lot in every function. be it Dandiya be it fest or be it farewell. every function i was more happier than before.

I want to write more today because today my eyes are wet and heart is strong enough not only to recall my good times but bad times too. I want to bring out all my feelings and indeed want to think that where i went wrong in past one year. Because of having no words for my past 1year. I am now closing it here only. But before that some words to some special ones.

Smriti.... We have an amazing bonding and we will be friends forever. Believe me you have amazing potential, dont waste it dear and rock the world..... :)

Mani....I think you are a god gift for me. You treat me as your best friend here in JBS. i dont know that i am capable for it or not but ya for me too you are really special :)

Kanika... Hmmm you know that kanika...no-one in my entire life shown so much care for me as you did in some recent days. Just one request .....never change yourself for anyone....ANYONE :)

Aditiya.... I dont know that how many times you felt bad because of my behavior but i never realised it. sorry for all the misconceptions if ever came across. and you are really brilliant and you deserve a lot more what you have.... :)

Vaibhav sir....You always praised me not only in private but in public too. i dont know how can someone caught my some hidden point which normally people dont and how someone can consider me so much in his life but one thing is sure that if you were not there in first TnP class. i would have never been so much participated. Its only you who filled an energy and passion in me for doing something....thanx a lottt ya....kaash thode time aur ruk jate :(

Arunesh Sir... You are an amazing personality and a very refined one who knows what to do at correct time and at correct place. i really admire you a lot. thanx for being with me, you are not less than a bro to me. all the very best for your FUTURE and for 10 pointers :D :P (meawooooooooooo)

for all my friends i learnt a Lott from you all, thanx for being with me in these 3 trimesters. hope you guyz wont forget me ever...

love you all............................... all d best :)

DASVIDANIYA.....a farewell to our senior...

I was never busy in last one year as i was in last 1 week..... initially, in the admission process i was coordinating for arranging group discussions and personal interview. then from last 4 days i was extremely busy in giving farewell called DASVIDANIYA to our seniors.

Talking to farewell preparation....we thought that i will be a very easy process, we just need permission from our director sir and administrator sir to organize the event. but when we jumped into the "lake of politic and biasness" i don't know how we went deeper and deeper into it.

we interacted with power-core of the college, we were hindered by a no. of obstacles.

Arranging finance, preparing all events, decorating the auditorium, making documentary, preparing momentous, designing and distributing invitation and a lot more work was to be done. but because of my laborious fellow organizers(ribhu, smriti, riki, vishakh, divya, eva, shraddha, sumat, sakshi, aakansha and richa) all work was completed by 3 P.M. on 16th march 2010 which was our event time.

Now the whole drama start from here.....we gave the time of 3 o'clk but no1 was present in the auditorium and gradually from 3:15 pepole start arriving that to be seniors......i am very very angry with my batch-mates......what they all think about themselves ...are the lord or someone VIP ...we worked so hard ...so hard and they didn't even bother to come there. waise toh saab yeah bolte hain ki college mein koi event nahi hota...college bahut bekar hai and bla bla bla....now what happen to all of you haan......abhi event bhi tha and you were be the host too...now you dare to say that college is not god.....aareee u are the only who spread a negative word of mouth to others about the college...actually you guyz are good for nothing and you don't deserve to study MBA...you just go and study that M.com or MA...you can never be a good MANAGERS...

Only almost 50% of you were present....what the hell rest 50% were doing...preparing for exam ?

huh Exam my foot....i know majority of you were roaming with your lovers and thats it...

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Well apart from the non-deserving juniors the party was awesome...I made a documentary flashing past 1 year of seniors and when the documentary was telecasting i receive a no. of hoots, whistles, claps and a lot more....after that everyone was praising it and i was like on the top of the world...

But there are some seniors whose pic was not theirin the film ...i just want to say that I M REALLY SORRY BUT I DIDN'T RECEIVE PICS OF YOURS...no one gave your pics to me so i couldn't add them into it...

Apart from documentary, when Vaibhav Sir took my name on the stage for his best buddies...i was again top of the world...i never expected this from him..

i will surely Miss all my seniors, tough i never interacted with them but still lagta hai naa ki kisi bade ka haath hamesha hamare sir pe rakha rahe ......

I am really very very grateful to smriti, riki, kanika, parul, shipra, mani, ribhu, vishakh, aditiya, eva, divya, shraddha, aakansha, sumant, sakshi, vaibhav sir, arunesh sir, richa and all those who personally praise me for my work. Well without you all guyz it would have never been possible to perfome these tasks....

and ya My special thanx goes to kanika.....for taking my so much care....thanx yaar...you are really a good friend... :)

today i wanted to write more and more ....today i am full of feelings and words and time constrains and your entertainment constrains is stopping me doing it. :P

THANX A LOT GUYZ......THIS WAS A EXTREMELY GREAT EXPERIENCE.....and i vl never forget it

Love u all :)

INSPIRATION

Life is not so vast to learn all the trick and tactics practically personally. One has to be influenced by his/her mates, peer group members, friends and family members. So as I, encouraged by my surroundings which motivate me to do some sort of goody works.

Writing a blog was such a difficult task for me that I used to get enthusiastic to write blog a blog when got something interesting, but at the same time when I used to think for 5 seconds on a particular topic , all the thoughts vanishes and I sign-out my bloggers account.

But a ray of motivation works a lot when it hits you t right time. Same is the case with me. Today I am writing my blog after a long time and now I am goanna talk about those persons who motivated me drastically. The changes which my family see in me these days are only brought by me after seeing all these persons. And VAIBHAV sir influenced me a lot in blog writing. So from today I will start to present my thoughts to others. Well I met the guy called VAIBHAV some months ago in my college. He is very balanced guy with a lot of potential to manage the extra-curricular studies with his studies. When I read his blogs, some spark was lightening in my mind to presents my thoughts and to tell the world what I feel. So he is the one who inspired me in writing the blog.

As our life moves on, you need to show some maturity. But maturity is also the only thing which learns you to live your life in the happiest way as you can. Maturity doesn’t mean strictness whereas maturity means showing seriousness on certain topics regarding your career, family, responsibilities and all those authorities when most required. And I know that I am not matured enough but tough all the maturity I have is being learnt from my brother. He is the guy who manages his surroundings very well that very little no. of fellow members have objection in his decisions and his sense of maturity really teaches me how to deal life in a perfect form. Well I think his job brings this maturity in him, being a defence officer teaches not only you but your family too in many forms has shown by my brother MUDIT.

NEXT is taking decision in a way which would help your family letting feel proud on you. MANI it’s you dear. Sometimes your talks are really so much influencing that one could doubt that (being a 16 year gal – look wise :P ) how a gal can talk so sensibly and consider her family beyond her love life relation, it’s very usual. I have seen girls who become crazy for their boyfriend that they forgot their responsibilities and love which they get from their family. When you told that you talked to your sister’s matter, and you focuses on your dad’s concerns, u know at that really impressed me and that was really like a most happiest dad he is who has a daughter like you. Keep it up dear. May god bless you and you get that most appropriate person for your life.

SMRITI you also inspired me a lot in a no. of ways. You really have a great potential not only in studies but also in writing poems and judging people. You know I tried to wrote many poems and tried to increase my potential in writing poems but couldn’t. Mind says that smriti is best in it and let her do this job. You don’t try to act smart :D and impress others via writing poems. Please dear don’t waste your potential and become a fantabulous poet. My blessings are with you.

I have heard that in life you need to taste every experience. And as I am going in corporate world it’s true that I will be forced to drink and non-veg. but I have seen some people avoiding all these craps. Actually my question is that is non-veg and drink is really necessary to have in your life and should friends need to force you on this ground? Well I am inspired by lots of persons but one person whom I should admire is GAURAV bhaiya. He is IIT KHARAGPUR pass out from the course PGDIT and now placed in TCS. Being studied outside home and experienced corporate world this guy has retained his cultural values for which I should admire him.

Inspiration is the sensation which can get into veins anytime when you notice some extraordinary things, for me one of the extraordinary thing is being happy forgetting all worries and tensions to get a rid from depressing thoughts and to get a ride of happiness and enjoyment. I have learnt the ability to sustain happiness in my life forgetting bullshit moments I from a newly born baby in my family EKANSHI. I was the youngest in my family and never felt the pain and happiness of any younger child in my life which was like a dream to me. This dream was fulfilled when PAREE took birth and entered in my life. And a child is the best source of learning for staying happy in life. When I see her I don’t know how but my perception of living instantly change and waves like electricity and enrichment runs in my body. I wish if I hadn’t grown up. Oh god can my life clock go antilock wise. I just love u baby….. I just wish u stay happy in your life as you are now J

Well there are some more people whom I admire but because of shortage of time and to help mom, I have to go. Moreover I should thank to didi, kuber, aditiya, parul, kanika, aayushi, shivani, Aryan and all my peer group members and fellow-mates.

THANX…………………..